degetica16

Can I pretend like this day never happened?!

I think we were moving a little too fast that day, guided by our unconscious minds and all. So many times, we freeze up, make mistakes and stop what we're doing to correct them. What if we just kept going? Where would we be? I guess it's human nature to want everything to play out perfectly. We see it the movies, read it in books. We want a fairytale. but I think that if we just take the turns as they come to us, we'll be just fine. There are so many decisions here. One wrong move shouldn't control our fate. Sometimes I wonder about it all. And I think that we're all a little too hard on ourselves. I mean, we're really not awful.

I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep. Someone to cuddle up with during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, let me challenge him. Talk about dreams, and make dreams,. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes & not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to h